7 Nov

Currently playing T-one Maple Story during my free time.

Anyone who playing that server please add me. My IGN is HoTTemPeR.

Wish to see you all in there.

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SIck. ><

Good - Didn't sleep more than 0 hours two days ago. Headache twice in a week. I
think, I'm sick. ><

Bad - Finally, I finished paper 1 add maths within 1 hour, with answers provided,
but not workings.

Moderate - SPM approaching, dead end approaching, goodbye my love, Form 5.

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曾国辉-分手那一天

曾国辉-分手那一天
只为了太多的瞬间
只为了多看你一眼
回忆坐在我身边
笑我可怜
笑我别太过肤浅
你说你早没了感觉
你说这是无聊的诺言
你说执著那份永远
爱情让人错觉
就是一切
还记得分手那一天
你哭着说你需要空间
怎么拒绝你的改变
怎么能不妥协
你忘记了那些昨天
不许理会
是我一厢情愿
离开你的视线
不让你看见
反正你不会了解
而季节不断更迭
我看见恋爱盛开的时间
幸福有多远
终点到底该有多远

I would love to share this song with u all. This song is really a nice song. Put yr heart in while you are singing it. You will feel the taste. It's just too sad for me. I think of myself when I first saw this song's lyrics. Lol. Btw, do cherish people around you.

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A Nice Song.

爱太痛-吴克群

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...
我不能够 不能够不爱了

I predicted that if she and I are aparted, my predicted mood will just be the same like the lyrics.

"能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了..."

Is this statement true? I hope love doesn't need pain relievers.

I'm scare to figure it out, but I wanna know.

Any seniors out there can verify this statement?

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30 Oct

I think I 中暑 or I am fatigue. After playing basketball today, I felt unwell. Head was heavy, sweats all the time, the eyes are burning till now.

3 words to describe my situation.
HHT - Headache. Hot. Tired.

Equation of Long Hair:
Long Hair = Leng Lui + Attractive. XD

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29 Oct

Current mood: same as the song's lyrics, "你怎么舍得我难过".

I went to school today intentionally. I planned to revise with some our my friends over there. Surprisingly, there were still considered many of my classmate went to school. Studied add maths, chit-chat, and eat in the class. Awesome right? We seldom break the rules, but today we had broken the rules.

I saw JunYi at the BC Kasturi Seminar. She is still as tall as before. >< ( sorry for the ejek-ing ) I don't mean it. =]

Must study, must study..... Must not think of it, must not think of it.... Bang myself into the wall... Jk.

Stomach weirdo. Haha.

The hope in my heart shines brightly days ago, and now, it's dimmed.

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28 Oct

每次看古代片的结局，
都是同样的。
一定会有为爱付出的人，一定会有为爱而牺牲的人。
虽然一切都是演出来的，
都是假的，
为何我还会为了那一幕而感动到流泪？
或许，这叫做蠢吧。

Ever since when, I hate to study. Nono, it is not hatred, it's I don't have the study mood. ALthough SPM is approaching fast, others are burying their heads in the books right now, I still sitting in front of the computer desk, blogging. Lol.

I will try to force myself to study later. I mean FORCE, F=ma. Why Pyhsics' principle come out all of a sudden? Haha. I guess I'm crazy, I'm insane.

Here, I wanna share a photo which I was taken a few days ago.
I named it, "The Colourful Sky". Isn't it beautiful?

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25 Oct & 26 Oct Seminar Day 1 and Day 2

I needed to wake up early in the morning these two days. Why? I'm going for the Kasturi Seminar. This seminar is the finish boost for me before SPM. It was really tired to sit at there for approximately 4 hours a day. My buttock gonna be flatten soon.

Day 1
After the seminar had finished, CP n KY went to Time Square. Why do we go there? We were invited by her younger sister. My first impression towards her was, Wow, Why are you so small-built? Lol. If you see her through photos, she got long legs and kinda biggy head. I thought, she is kinda tall and hmm, you know. We expected she will give many negative critism, but, out of our expectation, she didn't say anything about me. Kinda surprising. Well, she brought one of her friends, a lad, which like KY very much. Lol. She got a small fans, and I got an adversary now. Sob. Day 1 isn't the happy day for me, kinda downed for the whole day. I'm numb. Lol.

Day 2
Just a normal weekend but I get to wake up early in the morning. Aww fuck! ><. Today was kinda moderate for me. Once I was going to give up, but now, I'm gaining back a little confidence. But, I will still stick to my own word. Once it's over, it's over. If things aren't better when school starts, adios amigo to us.

Today, she bought me a chocolate bar. Hmm, it has been a long time she didn't buy things for me, I mused. My mood is feeling better when I recieved that chocolate bar. Muacks.



Tomorrow is Deepavali. Any plans? Happy Deepavali to my Indian friends though I have a few of them. I thought I won't emo for a long time, but, I can't live without it just like I can't live without her. Emo is my life. My life is emo. Yay! Another statement from me.

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Doggy.

Filtered with CS3.
Doesn't look nice. =[
Long time didn't use CS3 d. Sob.

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勇气

今天，我又来讲故事了。

相信大家都有听过“勇气”这首歌吧？

以下就是那首歌的歌词。

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里 你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急 更害怕错过你

其实呢，我很认同它的歌词。
爱一个人真的需要勇气。
若你爱一个人，把你的一半的心放进去，付出一半，
你会觉得快乐吗？
你会觉得辛苦吗？

对我而言，
若要爱一个人，
就是要学会如何敢爱敢恨，
而不是学会把感情悬挂在空中, 半天吊。

或许，
你曾经心碎过，
不想让心再破碎多一次，
竟然如此，为何你还要自讨苦吃，接受这段感情？
要就爱，不要就不爱。
虽然，你有可能害怕会被伤害，
虽然，你可能面对很大的压力，
但，No Pain No Gain，
不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经深爱过。
爱，真的需要勇气。

谢谢！

No offense, and no idea what am I writing about. ><

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Stop emo-ing.
There's nothing for you to emo.

One must dare to love and dare to hate, not just love one or hate one for half. Hanging at the mid air will make you more suffering. After thinking for some time, I found out, this statement is correct. No elaboration, or explaination. Lol. Tired of explaining.

Life is not that easy or comfortable like what you think, what you want. Am I correct?

Yo, SPM almost approach, why are you not studying? Who gives it a fuck? Lol.

I must stop emo-ing and stop being that stubborn. ><

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22 Oct & 23 Oct (birthday wishes)

Happy Birthday to two of my friends,

Lim Poh Yi, and Wesley.

Wish you both all the best.

^^

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21 Oct

Tears running out of my eyes. Why am I crying? Am I frustrated? Am I giving too much hope? Am I contributing too much? Maybe yes, mayb not.

Tears stopped. Heart broken into pieces, scatterd on the floor.. It's just like Humpty Dumpty, I can't put them back together. Maybe this will make us feel better. I will miss you, I will still love you like what I did.

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20 Oct

Days after days, nights after nights, it's been quite a while I didn't see her. I wondered, why my heart isn't missing her at all. Fortunately, yesterday, I transferred the photos which were taken at MV last Friday. You know what? She's charming, cute. I can't move my sight out of her. I smiled. The missing feeling had finally came back to me. Another question pops out. Are we gonna end like this, in this situation? No. The answer is no. I won't let it ended like this. I must do something to 'rescue' this relationship. I didn't see her or manja her for days, even weeks. Days without her, is just like a garden without flowers. My mind is blanked, my heart feels empty. Completely empty.

When you love that person, you gonna make him or her happy. This is correct, but what if he or she hurts you always? Are you still gonna make him or her happy? When you are obsessed with her, you will do it, no matter how she treats you, how she appreciate it.

Getting emo isn't what I want. I can't control myself from getting emo. I just can't stop thinking when the darkness approaches. My heart was frozen solid, it is as fragile as glass. With a single touch, it will scatter. I just want to stop thinking of it. But how? I really can't figure it out.

I'm getting tired of studying. I hate to study those subjects which I don't like. I hate it. I mean it. Apparently, studying is a must-do task for a students, but this kind of student life isn't making me happy. Wake up at 6 early in the morning, take a short bath, then go to school. Teachers aren't conducting any lessons these few days. This is what I'm annoyed. Go to school unintentionally. What is school used for? It's a facility for student to study in it, but now, it's just like a playground. We hang out in the school and walking around to examine the cracks on the wall. Lol. Damn Sien.

Gdnites, all.

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17 Oct, Outing to MV. Pics.

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