I'm not feeling sleepy maybe because of something is blocking the nerve that trasmits sleepy impulses. I got a new principle of love. Lol. Sounds weird, but it's true. When did I get this principle? Who knows.
Just wanna whine here instead of using the usual way. I found that I'm a sensitive guy. I'm easy to get jealous, I'm easy to be mad, I'm not understanding, I'm like a 17 years old guy with a kids' brain. I'm agreed with the statements stated in the Chinese Paper about love. I'm blur. I lost my direction again. Does love really exist in me? What is the meaning of love? Is it a suffer, or an enjoy? Till now, I still can't answer these questions. Am I truely in love with her? Nono, it should be is that love between us, or others? In other words, is this call love? I love you, these three words, si easy to say, but is it easy to do? Do we know the true meaning of I love you? Does eternal love exist? Does selfish love exist? Can I possess anyone of them? Can I possess both of them? Can I possess her? Can I own her? Can I live without her? Can I live without love? Does the happy ending of those fairy tales exist? I wonder a lot of things during the Chinese paper. These questions popped out automatically. Totally out of my control.
Feeling better after whining and blogging. Now, I should be sleeping on the bed. So, Nights all.
After today, we all gonna leave. Take good care of yourselves. Hope we meet again.
Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You
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