Happy New Year!

A super late Happy New Year from me to you all~~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

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Once again, I had abandoned my blog for quite a long time. I just don't have to mood to blog. Until today, I realise that my blog is waiting for me.

2011, started not so happy. Mood swing, messy emotions, make my new year feel bit pessimistic. Sem 2 is way too scary for me.

List of Subjects :
Interior Design 1,
Pengajian Malaysia,
Business Ethics,
Visual Communication.

This package contains of stress, pressure, worries, boringness, frustration, depression, excitement, no procrastination is allowed, fast-paced...etc.....

Overall, Toughness Rating for this Sem = 9.5/10
I'm gonna GG if I don't tidy my emotions, moods, and my inner heart. Many things are bothering me now, but so far I can't really find out what is actually bothering me. The most I fear, is about PTPTN, scholarships. Why? Here's the reason.

Here's the happy thing. My result for last Sem :
Hist. of Arch. = A+
Design Principles = A+
Tech. Draw. = B+
Environmental Psy. = A
Pen. Moral = A

CGPA of 3.63. Letter Grade : A-

"Nice result wei... So, why are you unhappy?"

Why? 3.63 is not an easy score to reach ( easy with the help of lecturer la). Maintaining is the hardest thing. This means, every Sem I have to maintain above 3.5 to entitle from additional 10% fee reduction, = 40% fee deduction. Yea, I should be happy. But why unhappy? I'm scared. Scare of failure. You see, this seems to be the tradition of my family. When you get nice marks, above 80++, and get 8th place, they will say
" why didn't you get top 1?"
When you get bad marks, they will say
"why didn't you study properly, everyday play computer! I'm going to sledgehammer! your computer!"
Therefore, I ended up not showing my result to my parents. Finally, a letter arrived today. Result. My mom opened it and saw it, no response. My dad? Havn't back from work. So, unsure about his reaction.
So, bla bla bla.

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Visual Comm.
I dislike this subject. Why? It makes me pik chek, makes me refuse to do it again. I dislike messing up my work. I dislike putting effort but ended up bad. I couldn't accept the fact. Pics below :



Task given.



50% product. IT IS UGLY! [Du 9 Lin]. Grrrrrrr...