27 Nov 12.40am

It's 12.40am now, and I'm still awake. Lol. Is EST important for me? Nah. Lol.

I'm not feeling sleepy maybe because of something is blocking the nerve that trasmits sleepy impulses. I got a new principle of love. Lol. Sounds weird, but it's true. When did I get this principle? Who knows.

Just wanna whine here instead of using the usual way. I found that I'm a sensitive guy. I'm easy to get jealous, I'm easy to be mad, I'm not understanding, I'm like a 17 years old guy with a kids' brain. I'm agreed with the statements stated in the Chinese Paper about love. I'm blur. I lost my direction again. Does love really exist in me? What is the meaning of love? Is it a suffer, or an enjoy? Till now, I still can't answer these questions. Am I truely in love with her? Nono, it should be is that love between us, or others? In other words, is this call love? I love you, these three words, si easy to say, but is it easy to do? Do we know the true meaning of I love you? Does eternal love exist? Does selfish love exist? Can I possess anyone of them? Can I possess both of them? Can I possess her? Can I own her? Can I live without her? Can I live without love? Does the happy ending of those fairy tales exist? I wonder a lot of things during the Chinese paper. These questions popped out automatically. Totally out of my control.

Feeling better after whining and blogging. Now, I should be sleeping on the bed. So, Nights all.

After today, we all gonna leave. Take good care of yourselves. Hope we meet again.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

26 November

Ello all. It's ending soon. Wakaka. What is ending soon? Our Form 5 life and SPM.
Happiness mixed with sadness. Everyone gonna pave their own ways for their better future. We might not meet again, but hopefully that I'm still able to split out your name when we meet one day. XD.


Asta la Vista.

Notice: New artwork will be updated soon. XD. If i got the mood.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

23 Nov

4 more days of hard work. Then we are set to be free.

But, after we get the freedom, will we still remember the days we have been together, fought together, played together? I hope so.

The end of SPM is the end of our form 5 life. Each person has their own path and their own dreams. 4 days later is the day we say goodbye to SPM, and our beloved friends. I wonder, after SPM, what can we do at home everyday? What can we do if there isn't any friends around us?

The future is blur. The future is unpredictable. Let us hope that our future aren't that bad.

Totally exhausted. Books are burying me alive. I gonna burn you after your lifespan come to a stop. WAkaka.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

Loves With Wings

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

Words In Different Ways

Done this by using paint, including a little bit of Paint.net stylise. >< Simple yet messy.

Po,
For you de. Missing you. Words In Different Ways.



Edited: Done this with Adobe PS CS3. Lol. So long didn't use it, need to find out how to use it. -.-

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18 November

It has been a long time i didn't update my blog. I can't let my emo bloggy down like that. ><

Once again, I'm back with an emo mood. Guess what make me emo today? Guess correct will get a free kiss from me! Lol.

I wonder, why am I so obsessed with long hair? I had emo-ed for almost 5 hours, from 2pm till now, which is 7pm. Guess someone knows what am I emo-ing. Viewing my blog is like, watching dramas or series. Sometimes interesting, sometimes just bores you.

Let me begin my story. Everyone knows I love long hair, I think. Long hair, is something that is pretty only for girls. If for boys, I think you can imagine it.

The story ends. Guess what do I mention in this post. Then you can connect your guess to my emos. Well, it's so obvious. So, guess correct got reward.

5 more subjects to go. SPM takers, Gambateh~

Sob... T.T

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13 Nov 2008

After a long battle with SPM, I finally can get some rest. A 4 or 5 days rest. Exams till 4.30pm was really exhausting. There is still many 4.30s waiting for me. Lol. Today i played for the whole day, and tomorrow, I gonna start revising again. Hope that this fking-long-god-damn-sien exam will ended really soon. Just cant wait till the SPM finish. There are a god damn lot of things for me to do. Ciaoz.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

7 Nov

Currently playing T-one Maple Story during my free time.

Anyone who playing that server please add me. My IGN is HoTTemPeR.

Wish to see you all in there.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

SIck. ><

Good - Didn't sleep more than 0 hours two days ago. Headache twice in a week. I
think, I'm sick. ><

Bad - Finally, I finished paper 1 add maths within 1 hour, with answers provided,
but not workings.

Moderate - SPM approaching, dead end approaching, goodbye my love, Form 5.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

曾国辉-分手那一天

曾国辉-分手那一天
只为了太多的瞬间
只为了多看你一眼
回忆坐在我身边
笑我可怜
笑我别太过肤浅
你说你早没了感觉
你说这是无聊的诺言
你说执著那份永远
爱情让人错觉
就是一切
还记得分手那一天
你哭着说你需要空间
怎么拒绝你的改变
怎么能不妥协
你忘记了那些昨天
不许理会
是我一厢情愿
离开你的视线
不让你看见
反正你不会了解
而季节不断更迭
我看见恋爱盛开的时间
幸福有多远
终点到底该有多远

I would love to share this song with u all. This song is really a nice song. Put yr heart in while you are singing it. You will feel the taste. It's just too sad for me. I think of myself when I first saw this song's lyrics. Lol. Btw, do cherish people around you.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

A Nice Song.

爱太痛-吴克群

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...
我不能够 不能够不爱了

I predicted that if she and I are aparted, my predicted mood will just be the same like the lyrics.

"能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了..."

Is this statement true? I hope love doesn't need pain relievers.

I'm scare to figure it out, but I wanna know.

Any seniors out there can verify this statement?

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

30 Oct

I think I 中暑 or I am fatigue. After playing basketball today, I felt unwell. Head was heavy, sweats all the time, the eyes are burning till now.

3 words to describe my situation.
HHT - Headache. Hot. Tired.

Equation of Long Hair:
Long Hair = Leng Lui + Attractive. XD

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

29 Oct

Current mood: same as the song's lyrics, "你怎么舍得我难过".

I went to school today intentionally. I planned to revise with some our my friends over there. Surprisingly, there were still considered many of my classmate went to school. Studied add maths, chit-chat, and eat in the class. Awesome right? We seldom break the rules, but today we had broken the rules.

I saw JunYi at the BC Kasturi Seminar. She is still as tall as before. >< ( sorry for the ejek-ing ) I don't mean it. =]

Must study, must study..... Must not think of it, must not think of it.... Bang myself into the wall... Jk.

Stomach weirdo. Haha.

The hope in my heart shines brightly days ago, and now, it's dimmed.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

28 Oct

每次看古代片的结局，
都是同样的。
一定会有为爱付出的人，一定会有为爱而牺牲的人。
虽然一切都是演出来的，
都是假的，
为何我还会为了那一幕而感动到流泪？
或许，这叫做蠢吧。

Ever since when, I hate to study. Nono, it is not hatred, it's I don't have the study mood. ALthough SPM is approaching fast, others are burying their heads in the books right now, I still sitting in front of the computer desk, blogging. Lol.

I will try to force myself to study later. I mean FORCE, F=ma. Why Pyhsics' principle come out all of a sudden? Haha. I guess I'm crazy, I'm insane.

Here, I wanna share a photo which I was taken a few days ago.
I named it, "The Colourful Sky". Isn't it beautiful?

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

25 Oct & 26 Oct Seminar Day 1 and Day 2

I needed to wake up early in the morning these two days. Why? I'm going for the Kasturi Seminar. This seminar is the finish boost for me before SPM. It was really tired to sit at there for approximately 4 hours a day. My buttock gonna be flatten soon.

Day 1
After the seminar had finished, CP n KY went to Time Square. Why do we go there? We were invited by her younger sister. My first impression towards her was, Wow, Why are you so small-built? Lol. If you see her through photos, she got long legs and kinda biggy head. I thought, she is kinda tall and hmm, you know. We expected she will give many negative critism, but, out of our expectation, she didn't say anything about me. Kinda surprising. Well, she brought one of her friends, a lad, which like KY very much. Lol. She got a small fans, and I got an adversary now. Sob. Day 1 isn't the happy day for me, kinda downed for the whole day. I'm numb. Lol.

Day 2
Just a normal weekend but I get to wake up early in the morning. Aww fuck! ><. Today was kinda moderate for me. Once I was going to give up, but now, I'm gaining back a little confidence. But, I will still stick to my own word. Once it's over, it's over. If things aren't better when school starts, adios amigo to us.

Today, she bought me a chocolate bar. Hmm, it has been a long time she didn't buy things for me, I mused. My mood is feeling better when I recieved that chocolate bar. Muacks.



Tomorrow is Deepavali. Any plans? Happy Deepavali to my Indian friends though I have a few of them. I thought I won't emo for a long time, but, I can't live without it just like I can't live without her. Emo is my life. My life is emo. Yay! Another statement from me.

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You