Random

1 嘉仪说得对，
“珍惜不是想象的容易。。不是凭口说珍惜，而是必须要有实际的行动才能。。。”

2 TARC 某处的布告板，
“男人不该让女人流泪，
“女人不该让男人太累。”
第一句大家改赞同吧？
但第二句呢？

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

24 Feb

To all my supporters, I promised you all to update my blog, so here's it. These few days, I use money like pee. The beginning of this year is kinda hard, and stiff. It might be true that people with goat zodiac will have hardship in this current cow year. For me, feng shui doesn't exist. I don't believe in feng shui.

Hard time 1:
My nokia5610 broke down for 2 times, and currently in the factory, being investigate. The person in charge of repairing my phone doubted that I had changed the part inside my phone. I can't do anything about it.

Hard time 2:
I just failed my driving test. This driving thingy cost me a total of >RM1k. It's freaking me out. But still, I have to finish it. Although now I'm in a despair state, sooner or later, I will recover, I surely will own it one day.

Hard time 3:
Lack of finance, should be described further as poverty. I almost used up angpau duit. From today onwards, I gonna bring only RM5 to school. Currently, walk the talk is hard for me. But still, I must do it.

Hard time 4:
I do have sixth sense like women have, just not that accurate. I felt that, my family's finance is experiencing problems. In short, we might experience bankruptcy like last time.

Hard time 5:
I'm lazy. Pure ownage. Lazy, bad time management and weak determination, are my biggest enemies. I don't how to counter them. Lol.

I think there's more hardships, but I can't recall them. I hope that, I will grow after having these hardships.

Once again, apologize for the inconvenience caused. Thanks for all of your patience and supports.

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

《柠檬草的味道》

好歌推介！

《柠檬草的味道》
作词：李焯雄　作曲：李偲菘　编曲：Terence Teo　和声：萧贺硕/Ariel
他们猜我们后来有没有再见　离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸　那触动依然像昨天　对自己　我终于也诚实了一点
是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草　心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界　但那天已经好遥远　绕一圈　我才发现我有更远地平线
我们都没错　只是不适合　我要的　我现在才懂得
快乐是我的　不是你给的　寂寞要自己负责
毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿　总是要过去以后才了解
突然我记起你的脸　爱不爱不过一念之间　绕一圈　今天的我能和昨天面对面
我们都没错　只是不适合　亲爱的　我当时不懂得
选择是我的　不是你给的　明天自己负责
给昨天的我一个拥泡　曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑　谢谢你　谢谢你　我尝过　爱的好
我们都没错　只是不适合　我要的　我现在才懂得
快乐是我的　不是你给的　寂寞要自己负责
我要的　我现在才懂得
选择是我的　不是你给的　幸福要自己负责
错过的　请你把握

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

16 Feb

真想懒洋洋的躺在床上，
什么都不理。
好累哦~

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

15 Feb 11.20pm

害怕，担忧，希望。

上着网，
谈着天，
突然想起她对我所说的话。

“我们到底还有多少个一年和情人节可以庆祝？”

想下想，
这问题真的令我们觉得，
我们，
时辰快到了。

听着“舍不得”，
有所感触。
想起那时庆祝她生日在K房里点的这首歌，
她唱着唱着，
我的眼泪突然破眶而出。
那时的我，
感觉到离别这敌人正坐在我旁边，
想用那冰冷的双手，
把我从她身边拖走。

此刻的我，
有此感觉。
离别正逼近着。

此刻的我，
正想问它：“我们到底还有多少个一年和情人节可以庆祝？”

我害怕失去她，
我害怕寂寞，
我害怕没有她的日子。

泪落了。害怕了。

我真希望，
离别这敌人，
只是跟我檫肩而过。
不到走任何东西。

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

15 Feb

。。。出街。。。

。。。开心。。。
。。。看戏。。。
。。。唱K。。。
。。。拆礼物。。。

。。。1st情侣衣。。。



。。。回家。。。
。。。闷闷不乐，但开心。。。
。。。累。。。

。。。感想。。。
我又再次辜负你了。顿时，我觉得我没用。开心，兴奋，伤心，绝望，愤怒，无奈，乏味，疲倦，厌倦，闷闷，你都陪我一起走过。有缘则合，无缘则分，至少曾经爱过。不多说了，开始胡言乱语了。
我以我所有的能力，每一分，每一秒，在默默地爱着你……



。。。（礼物准备过程）。。。







。。。礼物。。。

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

14 Feb

Today is Valentine's Day, and our 1st annual anniversary.
Actually, I do want to go out and celebrate today.
Guess what? We are going out tomorrow.
Better than nothing, right?

At first, I thought in a negative thinking.
Ow, the first year that I didn't celebrate V-day and anniversary on the actual day.
I was kinda frustrated and disappointed that time.
Guess what again? An article in the newspaper brought me out of frustration and disappointment.

It's about V-day few days ago in The Star. It's just a feedback by an ordinary lady, but it changes my thinking.

"V-day is just a normal day but just a different name given that day. Everything is double the usual price."
She added, "You are not necessary to show your love only in a special day. As long as you love her, everyday will just be V-day as well."

She's right. As long as you love her, everyday will be V-day as well. In fact, today really people mountain people sea. Luckily we didn't go out today.

Anticipating the outing tomorrow. Anticipating her reaction when she saw my gift. ^^

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

11 Feb

Happy Birthday to WaiKit and KahMing!




今天真开心。
没发脾气，就这样好好的与你在一起。
当有人上台唱歌时，我们都了解，其实自己都没有对方所需的条件，不是对方的梦中情人，
但，我们俩仍相爱着，尽量去满足对方的要求。
这或许是缘分和天意吧，让我们遇见，交往，相爱，
尝试不同的东西，吸取不同的经验，了解到爱情路不易走。

若我们能够达到那平衡点，我们一定能白头偕老……
相信我吧~
若我们不能达到，就只能说，我们缘分已尽。
那时就得各走各的，但，我们都知道，至少我们曾经爱过，就算分了，也可把好的留作回忆……

真期待星期天的到来……

老婆，我♥你……

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

10 Feb

今天，
我们终于能够好好地盖上电话……

今天，
她终于好声好气跟我讲话了……

今天，
我眼眶又水水了，
这次不是伤心，
而是喜极而泣……

明天，
希望一切都没问题……
希望我们真的还有理由及恒心继续爱下去……

晚安……

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

心疼

冷……
疼……

我尽力了……
无怨了……
我只能说，我们的距离越来越远了……

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

Random

好久没与你谈天了，
正好像你出国去了。
但，出奇的是，我对你的感觉还很强烈。
每天我都感觉到，你好像就在我身边。
期待着，你的出现，你的声音。
抱着那傻猪，就想起你了。
这对我入睡很有帮助噢~


不知不觉中，我好像与寂寞做了朋友。
与它很熟悉，与它很靠近。
最近，情绪化的我，度假去了。
现在的我，没那么容易发脾气了。
或许，我对这世界已习惯了。

最近的我，好像很忙，累垮了。
或许，是我特地吧？
我想要有足够的睡眠。
但，不过十一点，我睡不着。
失眠失眠啊！！！！


[依然深爱着你……]

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

Current Best SonG

The best song currently.

坏人
方侗镔

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

Special Day

Still got 7 days, or one week to the special day in my life.

What had happened to her? She's kinda different. Sighs. Hope everything will be o.k. soon.

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

4 Feb

I have not study yet. WTF! tomorrow onwards, I limit myself from playing DoTA for once a day. My back has been aching for the past few days.

Reasons why my back ached.
-Sleep for 45 mins yesterday?
-3 shots of vodka at once?
-lie in Sik Eu's car with a bag under my head?
-Consequences of using gym's equipment without warm up?
-Sleep with a wrong pose or position?

I also don't know which is the real reason. -.-



Pity my Laopo for having a hard time in her life. Muacks. ><

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You

Heard her ill voice, my heart also pain..
Hope she will be alright..

[1am]

>M<

Still Lov[依然爱着你]ing You