31 March...

Aw.. I didn't blog for 3 days. I'm too busy wif life these few days. Firstly, i went to ipoh for celebrating "Qing Ming Jie". Nid to pray or worship my ancestor. It's a quite tiring day cuz of my birthday pt on last Friday. We slept at 2am. And woke up 7am in d morning for the "Sunway College University Leadership Challenge".

Yawn~~~ I guess i'll continue my story 2moro. I'm kinda sleepy now.. Ciaozz Monday.. Ello Tuesday..

27 March..

Nth much happen. Jus appreciating her as much as i could, share her woes as much as i can, and love her with all my effort. Hehe.

2day played dota, praised by opponent, "u r the hardest techie tat i've fought in dota. Salute to u." When i heard this, i had stunned. I playing while on d fone. Lol. Too bad i cant take a screenshot of it.

It's quite late now, it's time to bed, as i promise her to slp earlier..

26 March..

2day i recieved a 'BIG' present from her... It's reli big.. I nvr receive it b4 in my whole life.. the song, 'Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le' suits my feeling now.. Mayb.. 2nite is a special nite.. Reli special nite...

Watching at the monitor, typing moodlessly, figuring out wat shld i do next, wat shld i do in my future.. I'm sure tat no matter wat had happened, i'll be at here wating for u, i'll cherish u, appreciate u...

Dunno wat to type le, gud luck to my beloved ccp..

26 March..

2day is my birthday.. Haha.. Guess many ppl rmb bout it.. Thx for all yr greeting ar.. Thx..

I 1st time celebrate my burfday with my gf, in wes hse and secret recipe. Haha. Sounds romantic.. Hehe. And i would liek to take this opportunity to say thx u to Chun Seng, who r the driver of a proton Waja, who fetch my gf to tuition.. He solved our problem of transportation. *claps claps to him*.

I finally 'own' a subwoofer, thx to Mr Wesley Gan U Down, ( jk oni), the feeling of having bass is shiok man. Alto it's nt branded, (made in china), i was grateful to hav a subwoofer. Haha..


My celebration planning started from ytd. My gf and I planned to celebrate my burfday at care4's kara-ok, but both of us are lazy to walk, and scared of sunlight rays, so we spent our time at wes hse. This a pic which we took at his hse. Looks weird la.

Around 4.08pm, we went to Secret Recipe to celebrate. A slice of cake tat fulls of sweetness.. The cake i ordered was Cappacino Cheese cake. This is a pic tat i almost finish it.

I had booked the shop for my celebration. So oni we two were in d shop. (U tot i'm tat rich meh?)

This was the moment she was eating her carrot xxx cake.

This was the proof of our loves at Secret Recipe. Hehe.

Finally, around 5.30pm, Chun Seng a.k.a Mohammad Chuah came to fetch her to tuition. There was where we said goodbye to each other, unwillingly... I was happy to hav such memories and a great moment wif her..

25 March.. (11.08pm)

Finished my sweet talk wif some1.. Tired.. Slpy.. BB..

(BlurrinG) o.O

25 March...

2day is my best friend's burfday. He's older than me 1 day. Jus 1 day. But s=he's way too handsome from me. sob. Guess wat, 2moro is my burfday. Hmm, mayb many ppl forget bout it. haha.

Everyday terkurung at house. Hope the pt can cheer my hse and myself up. i Still sick-ing. Hope tat i will get well soon, which means 2moro. Gaga. 2day is a normal day, nth big or bad happen. Jus rained again. Everyday rains, does this represent the sorrowness of my heart? Haha..

Hearing LeeHom's 'AiCuo', it's reli nice.. Off-topic : does i sound too quiet? or untalkative? But who can counsel me?

24 March Again..

Are u guys wondering y i hav so many free time to blog while others busy studying? i, my own self oso dunno y. Jus finishing revise my maths.

I jus wondering y our relationship nid to b secret，while her previous relationship doesnt nid to.. I had jus thought of it, from her aspect, she's nid to suffered from tension given by me and her parents, so i shld b more understanding.

From my aspect, i jus nid to suffer from... Hmm, there's nth for me to suffer from. Ah, ya, i'm suffering from sick now. Sob. I rather tok less wif her, less interact wif her, than losing her from my side. I know i jus noe how to say, but dunno how to do it. I'll prove to u all tat i will cherish her and do my pledge to love her and care bout her.

Is there any study groups outside there? i would like to join u all... (around seri petaling or O.U.G) Oh damn, i love to blog now. No matter wat event, big or small, minor or serious, i oso will write it out on bloggers. Time to improve my poor english..

24 March..

2day is a whole new day for me. a sick me. sob. When i woke up from my dream, i realise tat my back hurts. Ouch~~ Hope tat some1 was here to massage me with her soft, twinkly little hand.

School life is boring during exam time. U nid to sit there for around 2 ++ hrs, jus to answer d dam cow shit paper. Hais, 2day during exam, i nearly fall asleep. Y do i nearly fall asleep? I think is because i didnt get enuff slp ytd, my cousin from far far away--Ipoh, came for his orientation for university. He's gonna stay till Wed or Thurs, i wonder how i study or do some privacy things (keke). Hmm, and i oso wondering how i call my dar dar with his appearance. Haha..

Back to home now. Wondering wat shld i do next.. It's kinda dark outside, and some thunder heard. When it's raining, i cant do a f'king shit cuz of lightning. i scare tat my com will strucked by lightning. *cough cough*.. Hope tat i will get well soon b4 my pt start..

She went to her teacher's hse, jus nextdoor, to study by herself.. I think b4 shld we open a study group? But there are too much woes to b worried and solved. So, i guess i'll jus dump it into d sea..

23 March.. ( Raining)

This is a song tat i would like to share wif u all, it's name is 我真的受伤了. by 王菀之.

its lyric is stated below:

灯光也暗了 音乐低声了

口中的棉花糖也融化了

窗外阴天了 人是无聊了

我的心开始想你了

电话响起了 你要说话了

还以为你心里对我又想念了

怎么你声音变得冷淡了

是你变了 是你变了

灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了

滴下的眼泪已停不住了

天下起雨了 人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了

我的心真的受伤了

when i first heard this song, i felt sad, or touched. It has kinda sad tone, with a nice voice. Its lyric oso nice, it says tat a person misses someone, but the 'someone' treats him coldly, and in the end, his heart hurted like being stabbed several times..

23 March 'Early in morning"...

Now is 12.10am. Y i still havnt slp yet? Let me think of it.. Ah, i remembered. I missing someone's voice, so i cant fall asleep.. Ltr nid to go temple to help my frens out. They lack of ppl mortally. As i noe, jus got 3 ppl including me go to temple ltr. Hmm, is exam tat important? Y every1 cuz of exam dunwan to go out? Wat's d point of examination? For me, exam is to determine yr grade, yr degree. Y nowadays, outside there jus got tons of parents.. * HA-CHEE*.. Sry, i jus sneezed. Continue where i stop, tons of parents care about the result, not for their children's progress, but for their own pride, faces. They always like to compare their own sons wif others' sons. Do they care bout their own sons' feeling? They dont. Hmm, y shld i get so irritated? I dont care a f' of it. LoL. It's late, so I'll ended it with 5 words..
I Love You, Kar Yan.... missing her too much make me 'courageous'. Lol again.

22 March..

2day i played badminton again at jp's sp hse or karen's hse. It's quite boring over there, cuz my gay partner din appear at there. kinda fun arguing wif Chun Seng, who looks like a Malay. Kinda fun oso when i teamed up wif Lip Yong, who was 'someone's' bf, gaga. We can b the unsmashable team cuz we both are like a mirror tat reflected all d light rays. Haha.weird description. Hmm, my loved oso sick d, hope tat she will get well soon, cuz she always say she was a healthy baby. Thx to all yr blessing, i'm recovering from the illnesses. Tomoaligato(weird japanese phase)!!!!

21 March again..

Hmm, i guess blogging becomes one of my ‘best fren' to complain with. Well, i had catched a serious cold, and yet suffering from sore throat.. WTF? Y this 2 sickness always come together? Every patient requires attention or concern, neither do i. Hope tat she's here to take care of me... AwW... wat m i thinking now? mayb i had been overwhelmed by sickness.. Oh well, i dunno wat m i typing now.. Sob, i hate sickness.. =(

21 March..

blog can be said as my public diary. whenever i was bored, i went here and blog.. hmm, 2day is quite sunny, makes me feel uncomfortable, and unwell. i was in a moderate mood,not joyful yet not sad. Hearing Kokoro no Wakusei ( law of ueki OST), it's quite pleasant to hear. Thinking of some1 who is at scl now, attending her choir class.. Hmm, we nvr tot of being 2gether, but fate ties us 2gether.. Haha... Sounds absurd right?

20 March

2day i played badminton at shurong's hse. Dam tired, so 2day no energy and mood to blog. Hope 2moro exam will pass.

1st Experience..

The 1st time in my life, she wrote a sort of like diary thingy for me when she was in china. The first time i thought is WTF? Cuz she's the 1st who did such thing to me. Although it's a rough work, it's a decent work.. It makes me touched until my tears gonna flow out from my eyes when i jus read through the 1st paragraph. it makes me feel sweet, touched, and others undescribable feelings..

It's written on sereval pieces of exercise book's paper, so i stapled them all 2gether and make a cover for her. Although it's a simple disign, i still satisfied with it.. I had added in my 1st english "poem" on it. I wrote:

This is the view tat we will see if we manage to last forever...

A sky tat is full of stars,

which is a romantic scene.

When I kisses you gentlely on yr lips,

the mark will nt disappear and it will last forever...

( i had edited it.)

Tat's all for this title.

Love you, dear..

What's LOVE?

Hmm.. Y do i talk bout love? cuz love exists at anywhere. (oh damn, dunno wan to write wat. sien) Hmm, the feeling for a person who was in love is so much different from who was not in love.

Love is wat i prioritize the most now. If love extincts in my life, i gonna b in hell tat time. Time's hard to pass without "someone", who is one of the most vital person in my life.

Newbies~

Hmm.. I don't know why i will blog. Mayb because of curiousity? or just for fun? Who knows? *sighs* Maybe cause of boredom. Sorry for using such poor english. Hope u all who read my blog will understand. First of all, i would like to introduce myself. I'm Cp, cuz every1 call me Cp. XD.