30 August

Today we celebrate kx's birthday party at her house. It's a rare party that involves both 5sc2 and 5sc4. It was such a memorable day. It's exciting and full of joy. I'm not going to write a lot of it, so, I will post some of the pictures taken during her party. Enjoy~

Q & A

1.Did I change alot these few months?
2.What improvement should I do?

Positive and negative critism and feedback are welcomed

27 August.

Nowadays, go to school is just meaningless. It's a waste of time. Teachers seem "busy" and did not enter our class. What for do we go to school if those teachers don't enter our class and conduct a lesson?

I go to school for two main reason, the former is obvious, for my darling, the latter is friends. Tomorrow, she's not going to school. I'm sure I'll miss her a lot....

Today, most of the "8 Po" gang members didn't come. They wouldn't come to school if there's special occasion or there's nothing to do at all. Today should be the first time for joining Wai Pooi's gang group chat since Jan. Lol. They are very lame, extremely "wu liao". Haha, it's my honour to meet such "retarded" girls. Haha.

Later, I think I will do some Add Maths practice. It rains for the whole day. Now still havn't stop yet. I wonder, how long will this rain takes? Rain was good when it's small, but when rain is heavy, that's where nightmare starts.

26 August

Still can't find the study mood.
Still don't have the determination to open a book and study.
Sigh.

Untitled.

~[.Helpless when she smiles.]~

~[.She's so adorable and attractive.]~

~[.Muacks.]~

24 August

My heart is still in holiday mood..
I hoped that... Holiday doesn't end that fast...
Can wake up late.. Can sleep late...
I gonna miss u, holiday...
Goodbye, holiday, and I will meet u soon...
Sad..

Doesn't feel well....

24 August

Today,
was the last day for this 1 week school holiday,
the closing ceremony for the Olympics,
the last day, for us to be that sweet...

Tomorrow,
will be the starting of the war towards the goal,
will be the starting of school life,
will be the starting of my new life,
will be the starting of treating me like nobody.

Hope,
everything runs smoothly,
everything goes like what I hope,
the things that I hate, that I don't want it to happen, will not come that fast.

Let's say goodbye to Holidays, and hello to School...
Darn.. I gonna miss this holiday...

23 August

I woke up early in the morning for the Undang Test. At first, I thought it was tough, due to my experience, I scared Rabun Warna section will be coming out again. Instead of Rabun Warna, Alphabet Test came out. It's really funny. A white square, with a 'K' in it. It's totally black and white. Blind also can see. Lol. I passed it easily. Lol. After that, the 50 questions section. My hand was sweating spontaneously. I finished it in several minutes. When I get my result, WOW! IT's 47/50! Unbelievable! I passed my Undang and now I can keep Undang aside now.

After that, we went Summit USJ for movie. We bought 5 tickets of 'Death Race'. It's 18SG. We never thought of that. There were three old-looking guys among us, including me and shurong, while the other two looks immature. NgekNgek. We passed the checking counter easily. Both the guys who looks immature, took a deep breathe and walked through the counter. Fortunately, the staff let them pass. I discovered the handle in THX hall can be lifted! It's suitable for couples who don't want to waste more money on buying twin seats. I personally encourage couples to watch movie in Summit USJ, GSC THX Hall. About other halls, I don't know whether the handle can be lifted or not. So take your own risk! Haha.

After the movie, Han Ting dropped us at Carrefour. Shurong and I paced to APT for hair cutting. We both have fate to meet our previous barber. Haha. They both are junior. The one who's ordered to cut my hair is quite adorable and chubby. She's kinda friendly and gentle, too bad, she's older than me. Aiyaya. Haha. Her skill is not bad, can tahan. Next time, for sure I will find her to cut my hair. Anyone who wants to cut their hair at APT, please tell me. I got a chop collector card. Collect the chop for me.

P/S: ChiaWen, keep your hair until it's long. You look prettier with long hair. Maybe you need to trim it.

P/S:T-1Day till the Holiday ends. Pray that we won't tortured by teachers and homework.

P/S:Hope she's still the same after the holiday. I gonna miss the current her. I scare of losing the current her. Some should know what I mean.

P/S:I finally bought a feather pillow! Yippie. Lol

That's all for today. Goodnight everyone.

22 August 2008

9.09 Early in the morning.

The bright ray penetrated the windows, waking me up early in the morning(sounds weird). I don't know what should I do now, study or relax? I had been in a relax state for almost 2 months. I didn't study at all, and I just relies on the tuition classes. I don't have strong determination and will to study. Whenever I saw books or homeworks, I was hynoptized. Lol. Everyone was worrying their trials, but I'm sitting at here, watching the 17' LCD screen, blogging. Why am I not worry about my future? Hmm.. I still havn't find out yet.

Still got 3 days left till school holiday ends. School starts, war engaged. Everyone will be busy like hell, including her. During this school break, she treats me well. I love this kind of treatment, but I think, it's gonna end when school starts. I really do appreciate the time with her during holiday. It's totally different. I shouldn't complain too much. She's changing, and I should do some changes also. I should treat her as my queen under any circumstance.

P/S: Readers might be blurred after you view my blog. I think, only myself know what I'm writing. Any enquires, please ask me through msn: i_lovewho1314@hotmail.com or sms me through 0162736363. (sounds like I'm promoting myself. Lol)

20 August 2008

...20August 2008...

---Just Back From Penang---

---Time Square---

---Outing with Her and Frens---

---Gasoline---

---The Mummy 3---

---First Time---

---Memorable Day---

---She loves me More---

---I love her More---

---TKA Fong Fei Kei---

---Argue a Lil---

---Face Dark Dark---

---Apologize---

---Sweet Back---

---Will not Argue Next Time---

---Appreciate---

---GoodNighT---

多天的失踪

时间过得真快，

不知不觉已八月了。

拜一，我随瀚霆到槟城去公干。

不错嘛，能吃能喝，也有钱收，哈哈。

昨晚2点多才能睡，真是累死人了。

爱，其实是什么呢？

它，令我失去理智，令我失去方向。

它，令我觉得幸福，令我觉得开心。

它，令我体会了很多东西。

今天的我，

发现，你的初恋，是决定你下次谈恋爱的态度，想法，要求。

我，有时不明白，为何我拥有了她，却一直在抱怨，

我，有时不明白，为何我拥有了她，却一直不满足。

我已累了，

我决定了，

是时候该放下了，

我不会太重视，也不会太敷衍。

无论她怎样看待我，在我心中，她就是我女朋友，昨天是，今天是，明天也是。

找一天，

我一定要找一个人，

来刮醒我。

别太大力哦。

〉~~~〈

17 August 12.07AM

The night is still young, but I have to get on bed, because, I played 3 hrs of basketball this afternoon. I broke my exercise period record! Lol. 3 hours, playing basketball.

Monday, I gonna go to Penang. I got an errand to do. I will be back on Wed. I hope I can make for the outing in time... If I missed this outing, I sure will cry out loud... It has been quite a long time we didn't go 'pak tuo' le. Those intimate moments, are hard to recall, because, there are just a few in this 6 months. When I saw couples embracing on the road, I felt, "owwwwwww~". I envied them. I desperate for it. I'm like single though I'm in a relationship. I don't know why I feel like that, but, that's what I'm thinking of.

Tomorrow I will be playing badminton at Club OUG with a bunch of unknown people. I guess, there will be another record breaking tomorrow.

That's all for today, I'm exhausted. Fatigue. Nights all.
2day word of wisdom is I MISS YOU.

14 August.

Today is our 6th month anniversary...
We didn't celebrate it, because, i think, this isn't an important day for her.
For me, I will embed it in my heart.
6 months passed, experienced alot of things, went through a lot of things.
Hope this relationship will last till the day we are six feet under.

[Unfortunately, some 'bastard' used up her hp's credit. She can't sms with me at all.] ><

12 August.

.Nothing much to write about today.

.Just a moody day.

[.....Happy Birthday to KhaYee.....]

.Nights.

PLKN

PLKN SEMAK
send it to 15888.
To check whether you are offered to National Service.
What does Siri6/2009 stands for? Anyone out there knows what's it?
Does it stands for batch or the 6th NS?

Some blogger claimed that it's havnt confirmed yet. the list is out by Friday.
So, don't be overjoy if you were not chosen, and don't be misery if you were chosen.
Tahniah or Takziah depends on yr own thinking. Lol.

11 August.

Today, we celebrated CW birthday in our class. We asked for Pn Norini permission, but she said we can't eat in the class, so we planned to celebrate it during the period changing time. The PK Hem came in when we almost want to finish our birthday song. We were like, OH SHIT! Fortunately, she didn't say anything, and just walked away like that.

After having our Chem class, we went back to our class and want to enjoy Feh Fan's creation--the chocolate banana cake! I was pacing to my seat, and just put down my things, Pn Ng came in. "Choong Ping! Choong Ping! Where are you?" Wtf? I mused to myself. She sought for help and say it was urgent. We started down to the office, and poof! She want me to help her do some typing errand, she needs it for the meeting. The Form 4 girl doing it since morning, and she also ran out of idea. Luckily, the Pro--Me, perasannya, helped me through the typing thingy. Perhaps, when it comes to computer typing, she will remember me. Lol.

After Physics, they went for karaoke at Carrefour. This was the second time, which she can go out, but i didn't follow. I get through it hardly, because this was a fresh circumstance for me. I don't know why I always think that, couple shldn't be separated or go anywhere without his or her 'spouse'. I do hate myself, but this kind of thinking kept on floating in my head. I can't stop thinking of it.

If she's yours, no matter how far she run, how far she hide, she's still yours.
If she's not yours, no matter how far you chase, how you try to detain her, she's still not yours.

8月11日 主题：今天

今天，是家文的生日，

我什么都没送她，

只是跟她说了一句“生日快日”。

家文阿，我答应你我一定会送你礼物。哈哈。

今天，在课室里，

咳得我死去活来。

真希望病的时候会有人来照顾我，

但，

这是不可能的吧。

今天，我心灰了，意冷了，
时间，是很珍贵的东西，
说有就有，说没有就没有。
其实，时间是感应不到的。
一转眼，已近六个月了，
至今，她都还没放得下，
或许对你们来讲，都不是问题，
但对我而言，六个月已很长了，
不知我还能等到何时了，开始有点累了。。。

今天，上完华语后，

独自一个人走回家，

那感觉好熟悉，

好久都没试过走路回家的滋味了。

今天，那漫长的路程，

给了我很多时间，

去回想我所做过的东西，

别人对我说过的话，

结论是，

[.....................做人不要太固执，最后受伤的人还是你自己。........................]

[......有时候，是你的就是你的，不是你的，怎样挽留，都不是你的。.......]

[.......................................该放下的时候就放下吧。..........................................]

9 August.

热恋期已过了。
现在的我们已不再像以前那样了。
现在必须学会如何去面对，解决问题了。
我们之间，好像隔着一堵厚厚的墙壁。
我们的作风，都好像来自两个不同的世界。
不知，几时才能凿碎那厚厚的墙壁。

08-08-08

Today was a very special day. It's 08/08/08, a very rare date. Opening ceremony of Beijing Olyimpic was displayed on Astro. I watched it and I was amazed and impressed by the performance. It's awesome! Especially almost all the performance was done by man, not machine. I give my respect and salute to them. China is getting stronger and stronger. I think, it can be compared to other first world countries, like USA, England and so on.

Back to myself. She has gone to her aunt house again. To be honest, I don't like she hanging out with her aunt. She has gave me bad impression. Sorry for insulting her and defaming her, but that's my thought. Despite that, I still won't bind her too much, and give her some freedom.

Tomorrow is the replacement for don't know what occasion. We found it rather boring during the last replacement, so we all decided to skip the replacement. I don't have any plans for tomorrow, so, I'm single and available, please do give me a call when you all got any plans. Hope that tomorrow, I will recieve calls. Haha.

5 August.

Today was an excited yet normal day. I went to school as usual, and she went to school as usual too. I thought I'll find her at the canteen in this very early morning because she was going to attend the 'Chinese Workshop'.

When I reached school, i found out that Kar Xian was not sitting at the place where we gathered usually. I thought she went to PA room to find her. As you know, I don't like to go to the PA room when she's hanging out with her friends in it. When Kar Xian came back, and i asked her, where's she? She answered me, 'I think she is in the canteen.' I frowned. Oh well, i guessed she has started to the Workshop.

We did a lot of things in the classroom. In the 1st two periods, we did maths exercise. After that, we studied add maths. The malays girls especially izzati, are hyperactive today. They played fool with us. Lol. They wrote something on a piece of paper, "kick my ass pls" and "kick my ass, i'll give u rm10". Maybe influenced by the weather, they changed. Lol. Just kidding.

After that, we went to our tuiton class as usual. Zhou Hong followed us to tuition starting this month. We ate a big bowl of Korean noodles just for rm2.50. It's incredibly cheap..

Just I will stop here, someone spoilt my mood to type... NIghts..

"Shan Hu Hai"

Everyone should know this song, by Lara and Jay.
This song, at first, hear already also nothing happen de.

Now, when I heard it, a great passion rushed through my heart.
It's the passion of misery.
I recalled my memory, of that very day.
My tears, hanging around the corner of my eyes..
It's really a sad song, depress song, awful song..

'Yellow' Yet Funny and Lame!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xaTzosHRUP8&feature=related